LOL... yes.. kinda, coz i'm not sure! my internet connection at home is running crazy again....
anyways, i wasn't around very much for a long time now as most of you know,... it was rather hard to lose two very important pillars in our clan one after the other and only within two weeks of each other. The hardest hit was my grandaunt dying... she was THE Matriarch! almost all the social activities of the clan revolves or involves her... an onslaught of grief, anxiety and yeah.. a brewing family feud hit all of us... and since the nine day prayer have not ended yet, we wouldn't know for sure if it will grow into a big fight... i certainly hope and pray that it won't... well.. God has His purpose as most people visiting and comforting us would say... and as a christian we do believe that too... He has His own plans... though up til now, we don't know what, yet... well as for me, i just have to be there to pick up all the pieces and try to keep relationships together... hopefully it wont be as big a task as i think and feel it would be... but i still have to make my own closure and say goodbye to my Wawa one last time... on a blog... maybe this week... and hopefully SmartBroadband would get smarter and fix what's bugging my connections already!!! I miss you people!!!
anyways, i wasn't around very much for a long time now as most of you know,... it was rather hard to lose two very important pillars in our clan one after the other and only within two weeks of each other. The hardest hit was my grandaunt dying... she was THE Matriarch! almost all the social activities of the clan revolves or involves her... an onslaught of grief, anxiety and yeah.. a brewing family feud hit all of us... and since the nine day prayer have not ended yet, we wouldn't know for sure if it will grow into a big fight... i certainly hope and pray that it won't... well.. God has His purpose as most people visiting and comforting us would say... and as a christian we do believe that too... He has His own plans... though up til now, we don't know what, yet... well as for me, i just have to be there to pick up all the pieces and try to keep relationships together... hopefully it wont be as big a task as i think and feel it would be... but i still have to make my own closure and say goodbye to my Wawa one last time... on a blog... maybe this week... and hopefully SmartBroadband would get smarter and fix what's bugging my connections already!!! I miss you people!!!
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